Not sure how to feel

So it's the 19th I leave this place which has been my home for the past 6 months in a few weeks... The school year is ending, some of the girls have already started leaving, Meggi and I are planning our last holidays together....some of sisters are preparing to leave our community.

I'm not going to write very long because I'm just not ready to admit that the end has come, all I'm going to say for now is that being here has been one of the best things that could ever have happened to me and i am so grateful for this opportunity. I am also grateful that life has lead me to this moments, I am thankful for everything in my life which not only allowed me financially and whatnot to come here but also for having made me into the person I am. I don't say this in a Narcissistic way but I am proud that I said I would do this and I did, and the reason I am who I am is because of everything I have lived through, the people in my life, my education, my wonderful parents.... I have nothing but thanks to offer everyone.

I have fallen in love here over 650 times everyday and I'm not sure how anything else in my life will ever top that, I won't lie, I'm scared of coming home for many reasons I won't get into right now and the idea of saying goodbye to my life here brings tears to my eyes.

I'm not sure if I will write too often as of now so don't worry too much.
I love you all
muah
A
PS: I haven't posted pics because blogger.com won't let me but I will as soon as it works